It seems that I’ve sprained my ankle.
It feels about right, I set myself to something and something else sets me back.
I used to bow under and let these things stop me, I’d take it as a sign that I should just give up. Then I thought, these things are a challenge and I have to face them and over come them! Yet, I still bowed under and failed.
I’ve failed a bit at this challenge, doing it perfectly one day and failing miserably the next.
Now here I have the perfect excuse to not do anything, to give up again. Well, I’ve decided that I’m not gonna do either anymore.
One day at a time, that’s all I can do, it’s all any of us can do. I’m not gonna let a failure make me give up, one day of failure is better than that.
It’s always easier to say than to do, but I have to try. I’m tired of giving up.
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